oh mann. school's starting soon. and midyears coming directly. wad day is it today? oh right, its thursday, 4 freaking days to hist paper. 5 days to lit paper. 6 days to econs paper. thats not even a week!
glad for june hols tho ;] didnt do much but study and occasionally go out. had a great time playing tennis with syira tho! hehe. aw shit my phone's screwed. nvm abt that. slept too much i think, must have lycanthropy or smth.
and i met ILYANTI!! and GUESS WADDD! she's OVERWEIGHT! haha! like finally! hahhah! but she doesnt look like it! thx for the gifts babe ;]
goshhh. i cant help but to feel this way. this paradox.
My Innocent Decadence.
how can it seem so right and innocent? deep inside i know its all wrong. but it was so natural and comfortable. naturally comfortable. comfortably natural. but it was. can it stay this way, just a bit longer? but isn't that just the same as denying reason? there are so many 'but's.
then again, it could mean nothing.
as you were.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
me. 9:38 PM
too long a time can make things to be forgotten yet the irony that kills is that those you do not want to remember is remembered, and those you should have held dear slowly goes away.
WAHLAU WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BLOGGED SIA??? HAHAHAHAHA
ok that sounded more like me! ok let see.. AYLC, OC09, INVESTITURE, WZLC1 09. Details? LAZY!
but life has been.. hmm.. at first stress, then great, then mundane, then super mundane then now? quite boring BUT FINALLY AFTER ALL THIS, I REDISCOVERED Nur Hidayah as she was before! haha! back in time when yellow was her fav colour, fighting was her main hobby, running and sprinting was her forte =)))
somehow, in its own way, life is great ;] prolly coz i cant really remember bad stuff often ;] Fun with Whoosh Ah Co. , my fighting buddies! J and J ;] i dunno la, thats all i can think of now. haha!
a numbed heart stirred,
it beats after it bled,
the songs to be heard,
waiting to be read.
Friday, April 24, 2009
me.
11:14 PM
oh goshh! lotsa hings have happened and i always never update! haha. did i say i finally met Mira? i didnt? oh yeah then. i FINALLY met Amirah bte Harith! (wah sounds like some celeb siaa) haha. it was great mann. lots of things may happen in a span of ten years, like few years of not talking to one another, being enemies at one point. but then, all the way at the end, we still stick together. and yeah, we're just too used to one another that secrets can be so easily shared. haha. it was nice. just eating at Long Johns and talking fer how long? as long as Johns.hahaaa LAME.
oh yeah... had a family outing! nice nice! BOWLING MANN haha! 3 strikes eh!! haha. yeah.. good food. annoying sisters. haha! nice la ha? then bought new jeans! hehehehe. men's jeans some more eh. better cut fer me maaa.
and yeah, WENT OUT WITH NABILAH! hahahaha! gosh like seriously! we only meet each other ONCE A YEAR mann! always at the dec hols. its like countable times. i remember. i think the first one when we were sec 3... we went fer EOY Cosplay Event at Expo. Last year we watch Deathnote and shopped a bit. This year was Twilight and shopping! oh gosh... i owe you a lot of money mann.. sorry! haahaha! shall pay back asap! Twilight was nice! haha but yeah, love exists only in fairytales haha
then wahh.. now we're like chionging for OC! hahah The OC! its fun! i dunno la. as in... i am always very tired to get to sch early. and like ytd, i didnt sleep at all and i was so tired when i came to sch. but then when i see Valeons around, somehow my spirit gets lifted! then some more, retarded ideas came. wah... once im excited ah, no one can stop me mann! i'll interrupt, i'll jump, i'll blurt out all the retarded (tho not always reasonable, rationale nor useful) ideas and such! haha. sorry to the seniors and tk coz i always cant stop myself from interrupting! haha. but im not even in games! IM ADMIN-ER! and guess wad! all the Malay Regimen - Howsun pple are in diff comms! hahaha. mann i wanna learn proper admin. hahaha.. but shall help games fer a while ahha.
and yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY chicken-pox-ed SYIRA!!!! hahaha. come back soon! we all miss you! ad we still need to go Masak-masak, Make-up2, Transformers movie and all that! haha! NO MATTER WAD, WE MUST HOR! ahhaha
mann... where did all my no4s go?
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
me.
6:26 PM
mann. im such a lazy ass. and damn, i think ill look freaky! ive got TWO cat bags, a cat pencil case and.. some cat toys! yeah! most were gifts! i still rmbr my clay cat, made by Shermain my partner! where the hell are u mann.. haha! well ive always wondered if i can have A HUGE collection of cat stuff! everythnig cats! but cannot la ha. too retarded alr. if i do that, ill look like my uncle that has hell of a lot of duck stuff at his hse. it can get freakaayyee..
gg out with mel was sweet! mann. i love letters! thx babe ;] and yeah! madagascar2 too! but then jan and jer, i hnoestly think sporeans shld dress up more often. hahahaahah.
goshh. coffee's been giving me headaches mann.
dance has been great too. tiring shit. getting harder by the second. but i love it! haha. mann. reminds me of MALLAAAYYY haha. and speaking of that, upon reading mira's blog abt thailand and the rural areas and the peace she got akin to the times she was in jj (eng sucking here), i thot of jj too! as in a theme for jj orientation! KAmpung Jurong! haha. but yeah,... nvm... haha!
~*~
it's very clear now. it was just a big joke, a play, and the curtains have been drawn. i'm no longer staring at the empty stage, so into the character that i forgot myself. now, take off your mask and face me. unless the mask you're wearing is yet a mask of another. even so, let it be since that is how it always is.
"i'm giving up neither," the dancer said.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
me.
8:17 PM
whooo! had fun todayy! hehe. had a run which i walked all the way. coz i was with janice maaa. tmw i run la ha. anyway jan said walking burns off more calories anyways. haha. then after that malay regimen tgt! actually howsun shldnt count but nvm. we were all wearing bikila too! triple telepathy la hahah. then wwoottss! i got presents frm pple frm yunnan! i dunno who got me the bag la but THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEEEE!! HAHAH! really love it! same with alyssa's hp pouch lei ahha! LOOKIE!
and the navy blue rose there was frm SYIRA!!! THANK YOUUUU! haha. aiya.. navy blue, in the dark it looks black la haaa.. haha!
and yeah, the petals were coming off. pulled it apart a bit to make it look bigger but made it worse i think. and i cant capture the pic well. nvm ah!
anyway this was pretty random but i just had to post it. in spore there arent a lot of places where its serene and like yeah.. but it can be found if u noe where to look fer it. this was frm the corporation rd the corporation pri there. very nice clear field. can see the sky and everything. its always gd to take a walk. mann. i seriously hope that they dont build a lot of stuff there. not even a park. its nice and calming as it is. hai...
man.. nice nice dayy ;]
Monday, November 24, 2008
me.
3:28 PM
CREZ MUSICAL EVENING was pretty dissappointing
i really hate trying to look fer clothes mann. and then to be gg "waaaddd" as i look at how informal the others were wearing afterr that. i dun mind the angklung. i think my sis looked pro compared to the rest. but hell! dont hold FIVE ANGKLUNGS can??? like thats so suicidal. choir was. erm. nostalgic? coz they sang one same song before as two yrs ago. and they wore the same damn costume! as in.. come onnnn! wah piang im bitching so much. haha. but man.. really la. but i like the conductors dress! nice! then dance. erm. you call that hiphop??? wow. under which dictionary's defination sia? haha. my sis and i had a lot of laughs. haha. thruout the whole thing la. haha. this time round, the theme was Mama Mia. better than HSM i must say. and yeah. who chose the MCs? goshh. and yeah of course the 50th Annivesary was a lot grander and formal. Esplanade ma..haha. glad they didnt do the Gimme a C! wadeva tradition there. in sch hall can la but there cannot eh? but they did the hiphiphoorayAH! that one when it ended and everyone was leaving. piercing sia.
meeting that stick thin idiot was fun too! bony sia she. after that go that prata place. wah. i so malu siaaaaaaaaaa. my cousin had to lend me coins to go home. wahhhh. maluuu.
wah. how nostalgic. i havent gone back fer a long time. guess im really different than how i was before. how i miss the sound of a solid bang. haha. how i miss the rifles' smell. haha! how i miss the beret. how i miss cheering. i miss pt! hahah! oh boy.. endurance and determination delta!
when the cold wind blowwwwww
when the cold wind blowwwwww
Sunday, November 23, 2008
me.
3:13 PM
mann.. long time nvr blog... lotsa stuff happened and ive almost forgotten. haha. lets see
we had the workshop! pretty interesting pple ive met! got their numbers and pics! haha. cool cool. wish i had a turn on the flying fox and abseiling tho. haha. i was like the coordinator/ runner/ fac! haha. fun funn
then wad ah?
wah piang eh! wait fer 1.5hrs fer hist then say next day! wahlau! grrr
thennn....
oh yeah! sent them off! popeyes so ex! grr. but in the end, even tho eat at the food court, i still nvr cab home. Cheat is so fun! i wanna play some more! haha! then Werewolves was interesting too! Chingkit must be the best narrator ever la ha! And Dom showed me his cute face before gg!!! i noe that u noe that ure cute la dom! dun act shy ah! hahahaha! cldnt help but to go "KYAAAaaaa!!" hahaha! then trying to hear wad they were saying thru the glass was funny too! and yeah, gentlemen are rare in Spore man.. but Jia Cheng is one! minus his vulgarities of course. haha! wah played Werewolves until we were so sian ah... wah the ride home. everybody just died la. dun care other passengers. hope Yunnan was gd ;]
then hmm.
had Code Geass marathon! 2 seasons of arnd 24-25 eps in TWO DAYS! haha! wah. cldnt move on to Gundam 00 after that.
oh yeah! then had dance! wah dance dance dance. very fun eh! bonding time after that was great! that day we spent 2 hrs after dance just crapping man! Kak Mas had A LOT of exeprience seyyy. haha! then they left, and i talked to Shazni fer the first time. like just talk talk. weird, enlightening and... erm.. fun? talk? hahahah. cool. then the next dance session we went Teh TArik fer lunch. ghost stories and all. quite freaky man, wad happened to kak mas's cousin. haha she belanja us drinks and i was like "dont! here ex one!" haha.
i think i screwed both my revision papers tho i think i did okayy fer econs.. haiya dun care. haha
dammit. gotta lose weight. dun wannnnnnnnnnnnnn
and yeah to Valeons:
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE! SORRY NEVER GET YALL ANYTHING! XDDDDDDD
Saturday, November 22, 2008
me.